Yearning Soul
The last 6 months I have been questioning myself every time I find myself in worship. I can barely make it through songs I have listened to over and over without breaking down in tears. In my car, in my prayer room, at church I constantly have found myself crying. I have showed up to Ed's job red faced, puffy eyes and he has questioned why I had been crying and all I could tell him was because of Jesus, and Him moving my heart with songs. Sometimes it is just tears streaming down my face and others it is deep sobs. I just have not been able to understand why I am crying. I have struggles, and trials, but nothing that I should be crying over because I know even the bad God can use it to work for good and His glory if I turn it over to Him in prayer. So I have started praying and asking God why this is always happening to me, and revealed because it is what I prayed for. Around May 2019 I started praying that God would break my heart for what breaks His. I prayed that He would neve